Like I have been stating for some time now. I am participating in Nano for this November, it has been quite hectic. I have been swinging between plot lines for the first nine days and barely have gotten anything done. So after some long consideration, I just decided to settle and write a Naruto story. It will be very much easier to do then anything else, and I know Naruto pretty much inside and out.

Of course the main star of the story will be Hinata. I am very inspired to write her because of seeing her in the recent Naruto episode, she looked absolutely adorable. So anyhow as I don't want to exactly give away the plot just yet (actually I am just to lazy to type it all here) I am just trapped in between making the story Nejihina or KibaHina....sorry I don't due NaruHina, though a hint of it will be in the story. While I am more comfortable and suited in writing KibaHina, Neji over all will add more depth and feeling to the story. As in the problems Hinata faces also in some way effect Neji as well. So I am torn, but am leading more towards NejiHina at this moment.

My computer is severely broke so I wasn't able to write an entry. I feel like I haven't properly been on the internet for so long, I was being to feel like I was suffering from withdrawal. Anyhow, some new things I am doing. Currently I am playing Wild Arms 5, the game is awesome. Dean (the main character) looks so delicious in his tight cow boy pants, I can not resist drooling over him. Also as far as anime goes Death Note right now is taking over my brain. I feel so bad because my friend told me about the series last year and I just ignored her thinking that Death Note just wasn't going to be my thing. For one I was pretty much in my Naruto-fixed and any other anime was thrown to the way side. I deeply regret ignoring her, because Death Note is the best thing next to fried chicken. School is killing me, but I am managing a good record of 4 A's and 2 B's, so I tend to keep it that way all through out the year.

Ok, I am back after god knows how long. I am trying to be more active on this site, but due to the load of school work - not to mention after school activites is draining alot on my internet life. Plus my computer is in complete shambles, turns out I have a bad case of spyware and my father simply keeps putting off fixing the thing. I would fix the computer myself, but sadly I haven't got a clue how the darn things works. I keep pestering my father to tell me, but he keeps writing me off stating that he is far to busy. Anyhow, this makes things a tad bit difficult. In my American Lit Honors class, my teacher wants almost everything printed and doesn't take hand written things on any occassion. Also I joined journalism this year, just as a hobby and nothing else. Its fun, but I got admit being editor is a tough job. Not only do I have to read through many articles and select the ones I think are best, but I also have to make up for the articles that people don't bring in. Why did I sign up for this job? Well editors always gets benfits. If we are in need of interviewing a particularly famous person, or a huge story then I am the one that is choosen to do the job.

Title: A Hospital Visit
Author/Artist: mtakuja
Claim: Hyuuga Hinata
Theme: 02-deep fried vegetables.
Word Count: 4858
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, the story and characters belong solely to Masashi Kishimoto.
Author's notes: The story takes place right after the Sasuke retrieval arc, and it sort of disegards the beginning of the fillers.
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Hmm, I haven't posted anything in nearly a week, which is quite unlike me. Life is once again demanding my full attention and I can't attempt to escape it via internet, which sucks because before I could drown myself in fanfiction and be happy, but not now, the anxiety is just to much. My grandmother has been submitted to the hospital because the large hernia in her stomach is now becomming a major hindrance to her. It seems the layer of skin that is supposes to hold her guts in is now tearing and allowing her organs to spill into her stomach, which is a major problem. I am quite ashamed that we waited so long to submit her, but she simply kept refusing and saying she was fine so we thought nothing of it, what fools we all were. Now, the surgery is all done and she seems to be doing fine, but we are just awaiting to see if she can make it through the rocovery process.

Right now my nerves are practically shot, I can't help but feel constantly worried and its effecting my sleep as well. I just hope I can get myself together enough so I can attend the first day of school, which is Monday (oh I am dreading that day so much.) Summer has come to such a quick end, I can't help but feel I got nothing done. But I guess it doesn't matter, I need to get my back pack cleaned out. However, the thing is so old and worn out, I think I need to just buy a new one and be done with it (but spending what litle money I have is not appealing to me at all.)

Well, anyways, time for me to watch some tv and try to get atleast five hours of sleep. Getting even a wink of sleep is so hard, my thoughts just won't leave me alone, even the plot bunnies refuse to leave my mind. Which is just to funny, even in my depressed state the evil story bunnies still attack me, darn you Naruto and your awesomeness.

Well its been a while since I went down and had fun at the strip. You would think living in the city of Las Vegas would enable me to go more often, but my parents are very pensive about the strip. They told me that didn't wish for me to get hurt in anyway--since drunk men always line the streets and there are sometimes shooting, but isn't that pretty much everywhere?

Anyhow I somehow managed to convince them to let me go, so me and my older brother went out to visit the Hilton Hotel. My eyes were briefly blinded by all the lights and the noices around me--and may I add they are certainly interesting people on the strip. I happened to actually meet a transexual in the female bathroom. We talked for some time, and I couldn't help but let my eyes linger a bit to long on her/his face. I didn't mean to honestly, but I couldn't help it, I was just so curious about he/she. You see I am constantly restrained at home, so rarely do I meet people that much different from me. I am terrible at interaction (I don't have very much experience in that department) and found myself in a terrible awkward posistion when he/she caught me staring at her. But, thankfully, the person was quite humorous about the whole thing, stating that he/she was quite used to it and that he/she was born a male but turned to a female later.

The entire concept is quite confusing, but I was very enthralled by this person. And couldn't help but notice how relatively easy it was talking to he/she, and it was good to know he didn't mind talking to me either--despite me being just a little girl (compared to him/her.) Of course when I told my older brother about this after I got out of the bathroom, all he did was give me blank look and then hugged me tightly, forcefully pulling me away from the bathroom.

Appaently he doesn't like me talking to Transexuals, he's just so close minded--almost to the point of thinking that girl's shouldn't wear boxes.

OH MY GOD

After viewing this post and watching the two openings for the Australian dub, I nearly felt my eyeballs bleed and my ear drumbs explode. The openings are just plain horrible, even Hinata is crying in shame in my default user icon. Where the heck did they come up with such lyrics? And what is the deal with them mispronoucing Sasuke's name? I was clearly ashamed and it made me just appreciate the english dub even more. We atleast kept the opening japanese songs (the only significant change to the openings we did was just arrange a few pictures.)

And I really like the english dub, because Naruto's rough voice is made of so much win. Not only his voice, but I do believe Shikamaru's voice was done very good as well (really captures the laziness.)As for the two favorite characters: Neji sounds just like royalty--all high and mighty and seriously the boy needed to be knocked off his high horse. Now in the most recent episodes he sounds less haughty and more contemplative, which is a good change. The boy, however will never stop being hot--atleast in my opinion. As for my loveable Hinata, she sounds very soft and babyish, which I expect from her, but her voice does indeed lack the strength the japanese seiryuu ditched out during the whole v.s Neji fight.

But anyway my entire point it: The English dub isn't as bad as many people think. Actually I believe it is quite comparable to that of the Rurouni Kenshin's dub (which is very good trust me.)

Yes, my mother wished to get a head start on the school shopping this year (partly due to the fact that next several weeks are quite filled with doctors appointments.) I have to go in for braces next week and I am not looking forward to it at all. I told my parents that I didn't mind the way my teeth were, but they told me that by having perfect teeth people will thinking more highly of me. And again I told them, I don't care. Even as much as I said this it still didn't change their minds in the least, and sometimes I just wonder why I try to.

So anyway back to the shopping. Turns on this year my school will be having school uniforms which sucks beyond anything else. The school tried to justify it by saying uniforms will have a powerful impact on the school over-all. Kids will be less concerned about the way they look, and more concerned about their grades. Also it will help by stabilizing the difference between the rich kids and the poor kids. And as far as it goes, yes uniforms will do that by it also has its negative effects as well. The biggest one I would like to point out would be the amount of money it takes to buy several set of uniforms (differing in colors slightly so you don't look like your wearing the same thing). People like my family can't afford much, and only imagine how much money it takes when you got 2, 3 kids attending the same school.

Anyhow, when I went to buy my outfits I happened to come across a fairly cheap place. So I managed to get everything under 50 dollars, which would have turned out differently if I had gone to more popular places such as the mall and such. Things tend to cost over 100 of dollars there and I don't have that kind of money.

Title: Illusions
Author/Artist: mtakuja
Pairing: Oswald/Gwendolyn
Fandom: Odin Sphere
Theme: 6. The space between dream and reality written for 30_kisses
Disclaimer: I do not own Odin Sphere, nor do I claim to own any characters mention in this fic. This game belongs solely to Atlus and Vanillaware. I am not making a profit from writing this fanfic.
Summary: Constant dreams of blood shed often plague Oswald‘s sub-conscious mind. But Gwendolyn had always been there, standing in that small space between dream and reality, willing to lead him out of the darkness.
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Odin Sphere--the game I have been working so hard on to beat--the game I placed my heart and soul in and managed to get almost through Velvet's story was has been.......

Deleted!

Because my brother's (excuse my language) punk ass--retarded--ugly--loser friend name Jessie deleted it. I shall never forgive him, and if I see him then god have mercy on his soul because I will slice his body in two and feed it to fishes.

I know I am probably being a bit dramatic--but I can't help but feel angry and sad at the same time. And when I told my mother that I wanted to confront Jessie by deleted my game--she told me I couldn't. She just doesn't want any drama--but I sure do.

Wow! I just got done reading the most heart breaking SasuNaru I have ever read, which is saying alot since I read so many. I found myself crying--sobbing all over my shirt after reading the ending. But of course I won't spoil anyone with it--I'll just give you jist of it. Apparently Naruto and Sasuke have an one-time thing, in which Sasuke quickly leaves the village afterwards afraid of the feelings he has for Naruto. Sakura comes after him and stays by his side for a total of 5 years while he is fighting Itachi--and then after assuming that the man is dead Sasuke and Sakura head back to the village. The story is pretty slow at the start, and hardly holds any real angst until you reach about chapter 11, then the real drama begins.

The characters are all written with so much detail--and emotion that you can't help but lend your heart out to Sasuke and Naruto both. The ending had been sobbing like a baby, and I rarely--if not don't cry at all so it certainly surprised me. The only complaint I do have--which is hard to say because I love the story so much is how some scenes may seem kinf of confusing. And also not all loose ends are tied up--I mean you never got to hear what happened to Hinata and Sakura but I do not care so much has to what happens to her and like wise much of the other cast.

But I do still recommend this story--it's very nice and long read.

Here's the link for anyone that is interested.

Once again it has been a while since I have posted anything personal. Anything new happening with me? Well..not really, but I am some-what relieved to say that that girl I had an outing with his my friend again. But this time I do not attend to be as close to her as before. Once she had been my best friend, but now she is just a friend. She has proven to me that she can be pretty irritational when it comes to boys, and I don't need someone like that around me. The only reason I think I accepted being her friend again is because she began to cry about it, and making me feel quite guility.

As for fanfic info. I am glad to say I am almost done with another 30 kisses fic, should be posted either tomorrow or the next day. Also I have been thinking about what to write for Nano this year. It'll be my first time participating, but think I can do it if I try. This time it will be an Odin Sphere fanfic--not exactly sure the plot yet. Maybe I might just go crazy with it and make it AU. There are already alot of fanfics dedicated to the actually time period of the game--so something different should be good. This is still in the planning stages. But man I am sure I will do something.

Also this is my desperate plea to all. I really want a Oswald x Gwendolyn icon, with either both in it or just one of them. I wish there was a place where I could request this without seeming whiny. I already posted such a plea to pooka_power but no one answered my call--it's quite disheartning.

And sort of an after thought--I think I need to post more pictures in my Lj. All this words are boring--and making my head hurt. Just need something to entertain the massses.

Title: A place to call home
Fandom: Odin Sphere
Characters: Velvet and Ingway
Prompt: 090.Home
Word Count: 830
Rating: G
Summary: With the destruction of Valentine, Velvet and Ingway are left homeless. But they reassure each other that has long has their together then they are at home.
Author's Notes: First of all, I would like to say how sorry I am that I haven’t posted yet. I clamed the general game some time ago and this is my first time posting--I feel quite shameful.
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I am really angry right now--in fact the word angry probably doesn't even due to my mood right now any justice. I am actually down right furious right now at a certain someone--who I won't speak about in name, partial because I hate the very word-- that has very much betrayed me. You see my so called friend was in love with this boy, his name is Lance, which I found to be very cool name--even if I hate his guts right now. Well, her growing obsession with him did bother me at first--since obsession is never a good thing no matter how light, but also I knew it was bad because Lance never viewed her in a "girlfriend" type way.

I know this because he told me some nights ago while we sat talking in my living room. He had came over because he told me he needed someone to talk too--I had asked him why he couldn't just use the phone to call me, but he insisted that the matter was absolutely urgent. So I said cool come over, and we sat for hours talking about absolute none-sence, until he brings up my friend. Turns out he knew all along about her crush on him and told me that he had absolutely no interest in her--and in fact he found her to be ugly. I grew angry about this, but knew there was little no nothing I could do to change his mind. But after this chain of events he starts to act weirds towards me, touching my shoulders more often, giving me friendly pushes--you know flirting, and honestly there was never a moment in my entire life that I have ever felt so awkward--and terrible.

When he leaves I feel very relieved,feeling that maybe this night would just dissapear, but no chance though considering what happened tonight. Turns out there is a party at his house, so I decide to go. Everyone is there from school so it was good to catch up with some old friends, my certain friend is there too, which was weird since Lance just told me he didn't like her and in fact hated her. But I was glad she was there-she is my friend up to this point after all.

But Lance does something weird and decides to drag me outside--apparently away from any awaiting ears. Then he decides to tell me that he has liked me all along, every since we met back in January--and I am just shocked. Not only because I didn't have a clue, but I was also wondering why he waited so long to tell me this. Lance told me he waited because he didn't wish to hurt my friend who loves him--which is understandable, I wouldn't want to hurt her neither. In any case, I flat out reject him, since I never had any feelings for him beyond friendship. And some way or another words get around to my friend that has a huge crush on him, about him not liking her and crushing on me, and she just flips out. She immediately begins yelling at me--calling me all this fowl names, and of course I ain't going to take it so I yell back. Telling her that I had no interest in him, and that I would never take a boy from her, I love her to much as a friend to do such a thing.

Of course, she doesn't want to hear it and charges at him, slapping me across the face. At this point in time I am so furious that the glass of water in my hand breaks and and I raise my fist and slam it into her jaw, goes to say she was down after one count and I left in strive. But after all this I feel very bad--it hurts that a boy could end out friendship so easily--and I didn't even do anything. I loved that girl like a sister, but I guess thats all changed now. If I ever see Lance again, I'll be sure to give him a piece of mind, even though he probably doesn't really deserve it.

Title: Solicitude
Author/Artist: mtakuja
Pairing: Oswald/Gwendolyn
Fandom: Odin Sphere
Theme: 24. Good night written for 30_kisses
Disclaimer: I do not own Odin Sphere, nor do I claim to own any characters mention in this fic. This game belongs solely to Atlus and Vanillaware. I am not making a profit from writing this fanfic.
Summary: The first night that Oswald and Gwendolyn sleep in the same bed.
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Happy Fourth of July

For the first time in many years my family actually plans on doing something this year. Most of the time we just stay home and fire up some fireworks and have barbeque, but my dad since he is home actually wants to do something, which is very rare. He wants to go and see Transformers, the movie, my dad been a fan of that show since-well forever. I have been sort of holding back telling him about the newest installment to the show, you know the one where there is acually anime styled kids in it. My father would probably throw a fit, since he hates anything to do with anime. He claims the big-eyed shiny style is ugly and he must prefer America's more realistic style drawing such as with the old comic books about spider man and super man.

And he doesn't hesitate to tell me this, since I am the biggest anime fan in the house. My brother kinda falls behind me, but he's as captivated as I am. It just sort of makes me mad that he sits up there and talks about the things I watch, stating that its a cault and its draining my mind, well screw him then. I don't ever say how much I hate his comic books, I just never did have a love for super man and all of them. Preferably, because I think the art looks ugly--no offense, but real looking stuff never did appeal to me, only anime which I watch.

So now I am being forced to go to this movie, keeping in mind this is probably the first movie I have seen in what? years. The only movies I have watched in the last year or so have been anime movies. After the movie, we plan on going to the Nellis Air force base to watch the fire works there, should be fun I guess. Even though..as I think about I think I would prefer to just stay home...

Tried this battle cry thing, using my real name instead of my user-name, and this is what I got. Man I can't believe I am sun a horny-driven person.

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Hark! Who is that, running out of the mountains! It is Dara, hands clutching a bladed baseball bat! And with a vengeful scream, her voice cometh: "I'm going to hump you until your anus and mouth reverse their functions!"

Find out! Enter username: Are you a girl, or a guy ?

created by beatings : powered by monkeys

Well, time for a "real life" post for once. I finally managed to go out and have a fun time~some-what. I was midly surprised when my mother came to me and said. "Your aunt Becky is inviting us over fo barbeque, do you wanna come?" The first thing that came to my mind was, isn't Auntie still in jail? Shows how much I keep up with my family. I actually had the audacity to ask this outloud and my mother told me that Auntie had just gotten out a few days ago. So I wasn't to far behind the times, I guess, made me feel a little better anyway.

So I decided to go with her, my little bro decided to stay home. The barbeque was partly for him- since it's his birthday and all, but he said he would be much happier if he got to stay home and just play his hundred dollars worth of games. He bought Disgea 2, Final Fantasy 3 for the Ds, and Pokemon Diamond & Pearl. Intitially I was a little upset with him, I mean they were throwing this party in his honor and he just says, "Naw, I don't wanna go." But hey, if I had all those games I would want to stay home and play them as well.

When we finally got dressed and left the house-it was me, my youngest brother and mother. We picked up my other Auntie Della, who looked stoned out of her mind. She was wondering around down town Las Vegas looking quite lost. The police would have arrested her if we hadn't come by and picked her up, good thing we did though. Turns out the party was actually hosted at this man named Harold's house-my Auntie Becky lives with him--for free, but nothing free so there has got to be a catch, for those of you that are older you know what I mean.

But over-all he did seem friendly, we had some barbeque, and then sometime later my aunts and my mother had the crazy idea that they wanted some beer. So we ended up walking to the store-instead of driving. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind walking, but I rather not walk straight through a gang's terrioty, man we were walking in the ghetto-at night. Now who does that when they have a car to drive instead? I swear my mother-who is always been the most logical of all her sisters was stoned as well. Other-wise she would not have suggested that. So I was on edge the entire time, and even more so when some guys decided to whistle in my directions--the jerks.

In the end I had to drive everyone home, my entire family was gone after so many drinks. So I had to drive my uncle, aunt and my cousin home. Which took a long time, everyone lives across town, and my mother was lounged in the back counting stars-way to go mom. I found myself easily annoyed with everyone, but not my mother, because I love my mother to pieces. And really my mother never has any fun, but she sure will be feeling the head ache tomorrow. Now since I am home, I can relax and count my blessing that my life isn't had hectic as this day was. Peaceful days...that is all I ask for.

Oh and on the other hand. Happy 14th birthday bro, you know I love you, even though your a pain in the neck :)